girl you a 14 on the pH scale cus you a basic bitch
Sometimes when I allow life to inhale my lungs, I take a step back to see how I’ve changed and grown. And sometimes when I feel small in this big world, I get afraid that maybe you still hold the most vital parts of me in your arms and that maybe I still miss the way you made me feel like I was so important when you would lift me up in the air and hold me while I fell into your shoulders. So I replay this reel of short film over and over in my head until I lose sleep and I retrace the steps to where things went so wrong that the ugly couldn’t be made pretty, again. And I think about the way my tiny hands cupped your face so fittingly and the way my nose brushed against your ear when I’d whisper the words I love you, I feel like I’ve loved you for a thousand years.
And then I snap back to reality to face my new hopes and dreams, the ones that no longer include you; I wake up only to acknowledge that I choose to go on without you because being with you only holds me at the age I was when I met you and everybody, including us, needs to grow up sometimes. We stopped being an exception a long time ago.
So I guess I’m writing at 2:38 in the morning just to say that sometimes I get afraid of your absence, when I slow down to take a breather. Sometimes, I’m afraid that your love will haunt me forever but when I manage my emotions with clarity, I realize I’m just afraid to move on completely because moving on completely makes me think that love doesn’t last. We didn’t last. I swore we were in love. And sometimes, I can’t take my own advice, sometimes I just get scared and sometimes I have to keep reminding myself that you were wrong for me.
I think that we got so close, there was no choice but to tear ourselves away from each other. We’re too young and maybe one day, we’ll be perfect for each other again, and every mistake we ever made will let us fall into place with one another. Maybe one day we can do this again.
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